Feeling better today. Thank goodness. Thank God. Got to love med changes and not sure if they could work after half a week but I don’t feel so up tight, anxious and out of control. I am thankful for that. Still working on tapering the dosages up. I was getting a bit worried about my hope, it had disappeared and that scared me. It was a large spiral downward but even though I hit bottom I am still making my way up slowly and doing better today. I hate hitting bottom because it’s hard to get back up but I can do this. Pain or no pain I CAN make my way back up. I might be or feel fragile but if I’m careful I can be back to where I was. This will work.