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An Epic Burnout 

Another night when the monster creeps into my head before trying to sleep. A wait, until the sleeping pill kicks in because the insomnia and that monster will keep me up to fill my head with dangerous thoughts and commands; sometimes for days with an hour of rest here and there.  I know life was… Continue reading An Epic Burnout 

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Dear love, Will You Answer?

I’ll start here. For days I’ve been dealing with severe depression, maybe it’s been weeks, I don’t know. Days blur as well as nights and I forget where I am because the monster living in my brain eats away at me. I get fully invested in this redundant, narcissistic, psychological agony. This is all a… Continue reading Dear love, Will You Answer?

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OT: Current Healthcare Crisis- (opinion)

I generally don’t approach political issues on here and not much on Twitter; but I felt I needed to paint a picture to show people that may not realize the ramifications of the healthcare bills trying to pass. (As this effects some who do follow this blog for the reasons they do.)  It’s not just… Continue reading OT: Current Healthcare Crisis- (opinion)

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We Must Not Give Up

It seems negative circumstances keep finding me, but I’ll make it again as hard as it is some days as my blog clearly shows struggles and small victories. For today I decide to keep moving forward and no matter the day’s results I’ll continue taking those baby steps and fighting. I’m persistent, strong, courageous and… Continue reading We Must Not Give Up