ankylosing spondylitis · arthritis · bipolar · Borderline · Chronic Kidney Disease · Depression · God · hope · living · love · Suicide

Recycling Hopelessness

The new year is right around the corner and I’ve no hope today. I can’t think clearly or feel comfortable in any way. More than anything I just want to be rescued. I want that little girl’s dream of being cuddled and taken care of as a woman. I want someone to stand in front… Continue reading Recycling Hopelessness

bipolar · Borderline · Depression · God · hope · living · Suicide

Sing Me a Song of Truth

Unending darkness. Where has all the light gone? God please put me out of this pain. 5 months have been thrown out of my window. I thought, rather hoped, that I’d regain my strength. Instead I find myself beat. I find myself slipping, falling, no one reaching for me, into the hole designed for a… Continue reading Sing Me a Song of Truth


Rx: Life -Take with Medicine

So there is no cure for Ankylosing Spondylitis, nor depression, anxiety, bipolar, fibromyalgia or Multiple Sclerosis. None for almost any autoimmune diseases I can think of. I’ve been told it’s something rampant in my family and that I must deal with it. That it explains every issue I face. I carry one of the genes… Continue reading Rx: Life -Take with Medicine